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There are dozens of crumpled up little
Balls of paper at the bottom of my pockets
I never learned how to organize my thoughts
So I stab them onto whatever scraps are nearby
There's purple notebook pieces
With blue lines,
And some basic yellow
Post-It notes,
And a few paycheck stubs
And backs of receipts
They almost all include
Correct spelling,
Punctuation and
Capitalization, too
Even at my most disjointed,
I crave a little order,
To make sense of it all
Even the dust on the bookshelves
In my room at home
Is organized in neat little rows
A few ideas, though, aren't perfect
Because sometimes things can make me
So... anything:
Angry, sad, or happy,
That I cannot remember
How to write in English
When I re-read it all, I find:
A few phrases in
My useless, halting Hungarian,
A word or two in French or Japanese,
And even a few forgotten letters,
Like the E in "beautiful"
Because sometimes
When I am so... anything:
Angry, sad, or happy,
I can't remember who I am
Balls of paper at the bottom of my pockets
I never learned how to organize my thoughts
So I stab them onto whatever scraps are nearby
There's purple notebook pieces
With blue lines,
And some basic yellow
Post-It notes,
And a few paycheck stubs
And backs of receipts
They almost all include
Correct spelling,
Punctuation and
Capitalization, too
Even at my most disjointed,
I crave a little order,
To make sense of it all
Even the dust on the bookshelves
In my room at home
Is organized in neat little rows
A few ideas, though, aren't perfect
Because sometimes things can make me
So... anything:
Angry, sad, or happy,
That I cannot remember
How to write in English
When I re-read it all, I find:
A few phrases in
My useless, halting Hungarian,
A word or two in French or Japanese,
And even a few forgotten letters,
Like the E in "beautiful"
Because sometimes
When I am so... anything:
Angry, sad, or happy,
I can't remember who I am
Literature
a prayer
softspoken like a prayer
and unbreakably whole
you make me believe in
my make-believe soul
come back to me
Literature
Lightbulb
How many times do you have to
screw with my head
around like
an electric socket that goes to a lightbulb until it goes dead
from so much exhaustion of always having to"stay on"
for a faulty parallel circuit that just gives in
to the slightest trigger that touches its brim
copper wires wrapped around power that is trying to glow
Why are you hiding me in a restrictive shallow sheath skin
when I'm trying to grow
all I want is to feel complete in a formation
that travels like traffic, paving a way
for my electrons to scurry like the information I have to retain
that shock me in the brain
that mold ideas and thoughts that
awfully hurt me
Literature
Anger
I can remember the day as if it were yesterday. It proved to be a potential candidate for the next addition in my collection of worst days.
“Jessica, I need to talk to you about something. Can I come in,” my mother asks.
“Sure, what is it?”
“It’s about the Middlebury Beijing program,” my mother replies in that nervous, foreboding tone of hers. I can already tell where this is going.
“. . . What about it,” I say with an unnoticeable inflection of defeat, keeping a straight face. Yes, I am upset about what she most likely will say, but will I show it? No, because m
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I think this is partially about being a slave to emotion.
I'm also trying to allude to the fact that these random ideas I'm constantly jotting down kind of are who I am. Even though I often throw them away without looking at them again, I think that's a perfect metaphor for me as an individual.
I dunno if I'm completely pleased with this work. I feel like it's a bit forced at the end.
Thoughts?
I'm also trying to allude to the fact that these random ideas I'm constantly jotting down kind of are who I am. Even though I often throw them away without looking at them again, I think that's a perfect metaphor for me as an individual.
I dunno if I'm completely pleased with this work. I feel like it's a bit forced at the end.
Thoughts?
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This poem really spoke to me. The word usage is easy to understand, almost conversation-like. I can relate to it, except I usually text the ideas and save them to my drafts.